Lụy

I guess I'm really like "lụy tình" you know
people wouldn't like me for sure. I'm just too lụy tình.
Thank goodness I still want to live. Still...for what reasons, I don't know.
They say why I am so lụy tình.
I just wonder how can they be so oblivious to things that they have cared for like that, even though it's not whole or perfect anymore.
they have someone.
I have none.
see the difference ?
I think I should get used to with being alone then.
Like I've never felt that before.
but this time...
I don't know...
I think I'm all by myself.